Thought I’d write about something fun today. So why did I pick CBT? Well because I think torture is fun of course! Actually though . . . I really do enjoy some good cock and ball torture. Somehow it seems to go along with crossdressing very well . . . maybe related to sissification or forced dressing, but I’m not sure. Plus it’s such a creative fetish to have. I mean, there’s always the good ‘ole standbys like the gates of hell to the :<=: left, but really those things don’t do much for me. They’re not very tight (for safety reasons, since a company could probably get sued if you mis-used them and your penis fell off or something ) so I prefer to come up with my own devices.

Of course the most obvious homemade device is just a piece of rope (at right :=>: ) but if you tie the rope correctly, it can be both beautiful and effective! I love the purple silk bondage rope I found for tying my cock good and tight. This is actually about the most effective device I’ve ever found for preventing 1) an erection, 2) urination, 3) ejaculation. Unfortunately with that much rope around my dick, crossdressing can be a bit difficult – there’s no way I can tuck that thing in my panties now!

Even if I don’t have any equipment on hand, I can play CBT with just my own body! Here I am with my balls tucked up inside my abdomen (some people can’t do this, but there is actually an opening in your pelvis where your balls can fit back up inside your body. Neat, huh?) and my cock tucked back between my legs to keep my balls from coming back down. If I line everything up right (like in this pic) it actually looks like I have a pussy! No hole to fuck, but it sure makes the other t-girls jealous! And speaking of tucking, check out how tight I had my cock tucked – my veins were popping out and everything, lol. Trust me, this is definitely worthy of “torture” status, tucking can be brutal

Then getting a little more creative, here are some alternatives to tying up with rope. One of my favorites is tying up my clitty with a pair of pantyhose. It’s very appropriate for the whole crossdressing thing, plus it’s like getting a stocking footjob as I walk around! Good pantyhose (lycra pantyhose in particular) feel great on the cock

Socks work great too, they’re just the right size if you roll down the cuff to the heel. I’ve actually got on a couple pairs of pantyhose (on my clitty) underneath 3 or 4 socks here. Sometimes I do this before looking at porn, and hard as I try I can’t feel *anything* through all those socks. It’s so frustrating!

Socks can get more elaborate too. Here I’ve added some rope over my lace anklet to make sure I can’t get my cock back out. Plus it has the other benefits of rope CBT. I’m in for a long night in this pic! The crisscross pattern works great to keep my balls tight and makes sure my dick can’t grow out from my balls – if I start to get hard like this, it tightens up on my balls and pretty soon I’ll be rolling on the floor . . . in a good way of course Sort of the opposite effect here, I’ve wrapped my cock and balls seperately (over a cute pink sock of course!), pulling my balls down and stretching them out. Now I can play with my little package like it’s a marionette.

Ok, all that’s not to imply that I don’t like manufactured toys. In fact, here’s a great use for some of those rubber cock rings that are normally too loose to feel like anything – they hold socks in place! Actually, with a couple layers underneath them, these things can actually start to feel tight . . . And these metal rings work too. Actually, I have to admit I didn’t buy these from a sex toy shop, though sex toy shops do sell them. They are much cheaper to pick up at the hardware store though In this pic, the first segment is actually my cock head (trying its damnedest to swell up ), the second segment is the rest of my cock, the third segment contains my balls (how did they end up all the way out there??), and the fourth segment is all the extra sock and pantyhose material wrapped up at the base of my cock and balls.

Here are a few other ideas for those metal rings, speaking of which. Actually, these suckers can be pretty tight all on their lonesome! The hardware sizes aren’t perfect, but I find the 2″ rings will (barely!) fit over my cock and balls together, and the 1″ rings work nicely just behind the head of my penis. They can be pretty dangerous if I push them back any further . . . but it’s fun to see how many rings I can fit on, and the weight of them adds a nice effect too Here was actually an attempt to make my own gates of hell out of metal rings after I found the store-bought gates of hell to be pretty ineffective. This is all tied together with a pair of socks. Unfortunately it didn’t end up working very well either, though it looked kind of neat!

Another device that can be fun in combination with the metal cock rings is a nice penis pump. Actually, the penis pump can be pretty fun (and painful!) by itself, but I think the cock rings really add to the effect. If you try this at home, be really careful though! Especially if you try the “extreme” version with both cock and balls inside the pump Well of course I tried it It’s quite an experience too! But seriously, it’s also a good way to get a ring stuck and get a blood clot which can cause permanent damage to your penis Kind of like Viagra in that respect.

Anyway, you can tell what kind of effect the penis pump has on my cock, check out the photo below that I took right after some thorough pumping of both my cock and balls from the above photos. I’m actually not even hard in that photo, hehe. It is a temporary effect though, pumping won’t actually make your cock permanently bigger. It does make it full and super sensitive temporarily though

And last (but certainly not least!) is the ever popular chastity device. These things are custom made by Extreme Restraints and are one of the most effective store-bought CBT devices I’ve ever found. It’s *way* too small to get an erection in, and the curvature really keeps things in check. The padlock is a nice touch too. I did once manage to cum with this thing on though (I think I have it on video somewhere, I was pretty impressed with myself ). You can get spikes for it, but I can’t use them – I get hard so much and so uncontrollably I actually drew blood using them . . . and that’s where I draw the line between pain and pleasure! Anyway, using pantyhose under the chastity device really cuts down on my ability to get off while it’s on, so I’m sticking to that for now