My computer broke. I think I burnt out 2 video cards, maybe worse. It’s currently eviscerated :fight: , it’s overheated entrails strewn across my desk, fans rattling like the lungs of a terminal emphysemic. I’m pillaging the hard drive as I type, desperately pulling off my important documents, website updates, etc.

It’s a bit disturbing if you think about it too much. But I don’t have much choice, I’m not sure how much of the system I fried.

Grrr . . . This is going to make it really tough to update the website

Well it’s about time spring got here! I had been planning on doing some yardwork yesterday, but when I looked outside it was raining . . . so I decided to get dressed up and go plan in the rain instead I found this perfect little pink dress that I knew would be completely transparent once it got wet, and pulled on a pair of completely sheer nylon pantyhose (when nylon gets wet, it clings so tight to you that it’s like a second skin – I love it!).

What I failed to realize though, is that I was just a little too excited for spring to be here, and the rain was freezing cold! Ok, well not literally freezing, but cold enough that my breath caught in my throat when it hit me. You know that feeling? Well it was still kind of fun anyway, and it was making me giggle when the really big drops of rain hit me and I couldn’t breathe for a second. But I couldn’t stay out and play for long unfortunately. Not that it stopped me from getting a few cute pics though!

Do you know how difficult it is to tie one’s own self up and still manage to take pictures and video of it? That’s what happens when a member at The Crossdresser .com requests a special set involving bondage, and I can’t find anyone to help with the ropes! I’m not one to say “sorry, can’t do that” . . . I find a way to get my members the sets they want

Tying up my ankles wasn’t too hard or anything, (and did you notice the beautiful purple silk rope? HOT!) but it did make it a bit difficult to get to the camera to move it around between shots. Tying up my hands was a bit more tricky though! Believe it or not, I made it through the entire set without dropping the remote

And of course, what good would a bondage set without some CBT be? (answer: no good at all ) So I broke out my new gates of hell, which are a lot of fun though I wish they were a bit tighter. I’ve got a nice 7.5″ in length, but I guess I’m not very thick . . . or I take my CBT more seriously than most people, I dunno. Anyway, there’s a great loop at the end of the toy that you can put a rope through, so I tied my poor little cock up to the coat rack and tried to walk out of the closet.

Then to make things a little more interesting, I used that loop at the end of the gates of hell to tie my cock to my ankles. Now that made moving around difficult . . . not to mention dangerous and potentially painful But only in a good way. It was actually pretty fun not being able to stand up, and even shifting around gave my cock a pretty solid tug. Now I just need to find someone else to tie the rest of me up next time . . . if my hands hadn’t been free, I would have been completely helpless like that

Ok, this is a lame first post in awhile (and first post of the month too for that matter), but I’ve had a pretty shitty time at the day job this week, on top of traveling for the better part of last month. Today I had a senior manager say to me “that’s absolutely appalling that you would even consider doing something like that” in reference to a research method I had proposed and spent the past 6 months trying to develop, found out one of my suppliers lost all of the data from a study I spent 3 weeks setting up, and my video processing computer for The Crossdresser .com crashed and now will not boot past the system check.

Unfortunately, I don’t think anything’s going to get better for at least . . . 3 more weeks. With a couple more trips planned for work, it will take that long to sort out all the crap that went down this week. Phew, but it feels a little better to vent at least

On the bright side ( ) waiting in line to be posted for your viewing and reading pleasure are: a new toy review, 5 or so new photo sets, an exciting shopping trip, and a new video camera! Just not today . . . so stay tuned, new useful and sexy t-girl posts are coming soon!

Eek, it’s been forever since I’ve posted anything! Living a double life has been a little rough lately – the day job has been out of control, April is shaping up to be the worst month of the year so far for the website, and I’ve been fighting a sinus infection and sore throat for the past 5 days.

Monday I almost signed an email at my day job “Katie” . . . I think that means I need more sleep or something That would have been almost as bad as wearing nailpolish in to work

I’m out of town Friday, Saturday, and Sunday of this week, in an all day meeting Monday, then out of town Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday of next week. I’m hoping to get some photosets done in the hotel on Wednesday, but I don’t have a clue when I’m going to find time to post this week’s update to the site. Might just have to do a double update next weekend. I thought I had finally gotten things down and was dedicated enough to the site that I wouldn’t run into any more situations like this. And trust me, this one isn’t for lack of dedication – The Crossdresser .com is literally 50% of my life (the other 50% being my day job). Oy.

When I finish up this project at work, I’m taking a week of vacation, that’s all there is to it. Time to do some yardwork and get caught up on the site. So there In the meantime I just need to kick this sinus infection in the ass . . .

I just got a lesson in British English tonight, so I thought I’d share. It’s rather amusing and on-topic (they’re all tgirl terms)  . . . plus I am totally jealous of the accent my British gurls have!

First, the term “crossdresser”. A US crossdresser is probably a UK transvestite. And a US transvestite is probably a UK crossdresser. If that’s confusing . . . a guy who is serious about looking, feeling, and/or acting like a girl would probably be called a crossdresser in the US and a transvestite in the UK. A guy who just likes wearing panties or who identifies as male even when dressed would usually be referred to as a transvestite in the US and a crossdresser in the UK. Crazy, right?

Ok, next up is pantyhose. The British are very refined in their hosiery terminology. “Nylons” are literally made of nylon and usually refer to thigh high hosiery that do not stay up on their own. “Nylons” and “stockings” require “suspenders” (“garters” in the US) to stay up. “Stay-ups” on the other hand, also known as “hold-ups”, are what we typically think of in the US as “thigh-highs” – they have built in silicone or rubber strips, dots, etc at the top so they stay up. In the US “stockings” would usually refer to long knit socks. The terms “tights” and “pantyhose” are not very popular in the UK, but “tights” are usually sheer hosiery whereas in the US they are thick or opaque (equivalent to the UK “leggings”).

Then there’s “arse”, which in the US is “ass”, and refers to one of my favorite parts of my body But interestingly, the US “ass” used in reference to a donkey is also “ass” in the UK.

And “boob” which in the UK refers to a mistake, but in the US is slang for breast. Thus the slang “boob tube” referring to a TV in the US. Oddly, “boob tube” in the UK refers to a “tube top” or strapless shirt even though the British don’t use “boob” to refer to breasts . . . go figure

“Court shoe” in the UK is a woman’s dress shoe equivalent to the US “pump” . . . though in the US a “court shoe” would probably refer to an athletic shoe.

“Fanny” in the UK is a mild slang term for vagina, but in the US it’s a mild slang term for the butt. Now that could get awkward

“Hooker” in the US is a prostitute, but in the UK it’s a rugby player. Be careful, that one could get you in real trouble.

“Horny” in the US means desperate for sex, but in the UK it means sexually attractive.

“Jumper” means sweater in the UK, but refers to a dress traditionally worn by schoolgirls in the US. And knickers in the UK are panties, not pants as in the US.

Hope you enjoyed those, I sure did. And maybe some of them will even help keep you out of trouble

So what I want to know is . . . who ever thought it was a good idea to let me have power tools?! This set was so much fun once I figured out how to get my little pink dildo mounted on my drill. I was a bit worried it wouldn’t work, but I was damn impressed once I figured out how to get it in and still reach the trigger! It was certainly a bit of a challenge. And probably dangerous since I didn’t have very good control of my drill. But all in the name of porn Besides, it felt really cool (except the one time when I hit the trigger too hard )

I also had this really great cumshot lined up (yes, I have to plan my orgasms to make sure I capture them on film well. But don’t worry, they still feel good). And then right after the first big spurt, my camera card was full! I was so upset because not only did the camera angle end up being perfect, but it was a really big and nice looking load of cum. Oh well, I got it on video at least, and it’s pretty darn impressive that way too (if I may say so myself )

Ok, so I just watched the movie Thank You for Smoking (I know, I’m a little behind the times), and I can’t help but see some similarities with the porn industry. Ok, I know, our death toll is even lower than firearms . . . but hey, we’ve got psychological damage going for us!

Seriously though, what’s the point of living if it isn’t to experience things? For some people that might mean buying the coolest gadgets. For others it might be enjoying fine food, wine, and smokes. Or having a perfect family with 2.5 children and a white picket fence. For some it’s climbing the highest mountain. And for me, it’s sex And while all of these activities come with risks (bankruptcy, obesity, mid life crisis, tragic death, psychological damage, etc), we’re each free to chose the risks that have the greatest personal payout.

If you’re wondering, I’ve chosen this lifestyle because the tradeoffs (sexual fulfillment and personal satisfaction with my gender identity) are more than worth the potential consequences (I’ll leave them up to your imagination). And besides, the alternative (living a normal life with the 2.5 kids and white picket fence) would most certainly come at a high price (dissatisfaction with my life, discomfort in my identity, regret, complacency, etc).

So I want to personally thank you (yes you) for buying pornography. Even if it’s not a membership to my site (The Crossdresser .com in case you’ve missed that). Your visit to my blog, your interest in my photos, your membership to someone else’s site . . . it all helps support the choice, the ability for those of us in this industry to strive for something that makes us happy. You allow us to embody our dreams and aspirations without fearing judgment or retribution from society. Thank you

Finally, I got some pics of a threesome with my favorite couple! I spent this past weekend in Louisville, so that’s why I haven’t made any posts for a few days. I think you will find it worth the wait though Honestly though, this couple is great, they are so much fun to hang out with, and soooooo good at sex

I’ve never met a guy that likes to suck tgirl cock as much as Rob does, and never met a girl that can cum so fast from having a crossdresser’s dick in her ass Oh, it was a good time. And Ashley can give a blowjob like nobody’s business – I actually stopped to ask her to teach me her secrets.

Well anyway, I hope you enjoy the pic as much as I enjoyed hanging out with these two. When I post this update on The Crossdresser .com you’ll be able to see all the other fun we had . . . and just just in case you’re wondering, it ended with me filling Rob’s mouth with my tgirl cum, sharing a deep sexy cum-filled kiss, then letting him cum in my mouth in return. Don’t worry, Ashley was still there helping us out, but at that point she was a bit worn out from cumming all over my crossdresser cock

For many tgirls, nail polish is one of their first forays into the mysterious world of makeup. Painted toenails can remain hidden under socks and shoes, so it’s safe. And I’ve known a lot of genetic girls who have a fascination with painting guys nails . . . so you can always claim your girlfriend did it to you! Not to mention nail polish remover is easy to come by and useful for lots of stuff, so there’s not too much worry about how to get it off.

But for some reason, making your painted nails look good is nearly impossible! And if you’ve got it down perfect, you’re probably in the minority. What’s so hard about it? Well first, to paint your right nails you have to do it with your left hand (or vice versa if you’re left handed) so you have to learn to be a little ambidextrous. And it’s not like coloring . . . it’s more like painting! But seriously, the more strokes you take, the worse it looks, just like if you’re painting a wall or a barn or whatever it is that tgirls might paint.

Don’t fret though, I have tips for you! First, buy decent nail polish. I know I say this all the time, but it’s really true – if you get the $1 bottle that’s been sitting in the discount bin for a couple years, it will be like painting with snot And nailpolish is the most likely of all your makeups to go bad – if it starts getting tacky, get rid of it!

Next, store your nailpolish in the fridge – this limits the evaporation (keeps longer) and makes it spread/coat easier. Sort of like adding reversible paint thinner

Be aware that there are a couple different types of nail polish – some are thinner and runnier, some are thicker. The thicker stuff usually gives a brighter color in a single coat, but it’s also more difficult to avoid streaks. There is some really great runny nail polish out there that still gives saturated colors. But unfortunately no one labels nailpolish as to how runny it is – you just have to try a few. There’s also regular nailpolish and quickdry. Personally I don’t see much difference between them though, and any more most nail polish in the store is actually quick dry.

Ok, when you get your nail polish out to paint your nails, don’t shake it. What Yes, you heard me, don’t shake it. Instead, roll it back and forth between your hands. You know, like your back in gradeschool making a clay snake. Do it fast because you want to mix it up, but the idea is to avoid introducing air bubbles which make a mess on your nails.

Now that you’re ready to apply your nail polish, pull the brush out running one of the flat sides along the edge of the bottle to wipe off pretty much all of the polish on that side. Then touch the paint coated side of the brush against the side of the bottle too so that you dab off about half of the drop of polish. That should be about the amount of nail polish you’ll want to do a single nail, though obviously it varies with the size of your nails, which nail you are painting, etc.

Start with a stroke down the very center of your nail, from cuticle to tip. Be careful lining things up when you put the brush down and pull it back up at the end of the stroke, but apply enough pressure that the bristles fan out a bit. One stroke only down the center! Then go back and take a single stroke down each side of the nail, slightly overlapping the center stroke. Then you’re done. Don’t touch it again The only exception is if you have some rough edges at the tip of your nail, you can run the edge of the brush (not the tip!) over those to fill them in. If you’re not satisfied, forget about it for the moment, do the rest of your nails, let them dry (completely!), and add a second coat to fill in.

If you get a little sloppy with your nail polish, the most amazing thing to remove the excess is . . . a fingernail. Seriously, take the tip of another nail (preferably on the opposite hand, and one that hasn’t been painted yet if you have the option ) and scrape off the excess while it’s still wet. If you *really* make a mess, you can always put some nail polish remover on a tissue or makeup wipe and get it that way.

Speaking of nailpolish remover. I always go with the hardcore full acetone formula. Because my biggest concern is making sure that I get all of the polish off. I don’t use it often enough to justify needing a less harsh chemical (ie an acetone free version). Plain old non-frilly nailpolish remover is the most effective, and the cheapest. So I’d recommend that unless you have some special needs. And in a pinch, use paint thinner or household acetone.