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As much as I love my breastforms - those heavy, bouncy, jiggly mounds of synthetic breast that can transform you from a crossdressing guy into a Baywatch babe - there are certain occasions when they can be a real pain in the ass. They fall out of bras, peek out of shirts, shift and settle into unnatural positions; they can be hot, sweaty, and sticky; and god forbid if in a bout of particularly rough sex they pop or rupture. Enter the new Miracle Push-Up bra from Victoria Secret. Touted to give girls that bombshell shape that their boyfriends dream of, it supposedly increases your bust by a full 2 cup sizes.

Of course, when I first heard about this miracle of the lingerie world I suspected it was more marketing hype than miracle . . . until my girlfriend got fitted for one on a whim. Rest assured, I am now convinced that Victoria does in deed have some Secrets - the Miracle Push-Up is aptly named, and 2 cup sizes is no joke! Returning home with our new purchase, Allie immediately suggested that I try it on (yes, here comes the crossdressing part of my blog entry ). I hesitated a bit, being partial to my breastforms and still holding on to a bit of doubt about the bra . . . but eventually I gave in. Really I couldn’t turn down the opportunity to steal something from Allie’s panty drawer anyway

Let me tell you, the Miracle Push-Up will work miracles even without any natural breasts to work with. I went from washboard flat to an attractive and realistic B cup in a matter of seconds. And it only set me back $50 as compared to the $300 I paid for my latest pair of breastforms. On top of that, I went an entire photoshoot without once worrying that I was falling out of my bra (and if you’ve ever worn breastforms and seen one of my photosets, you know that’s saying something!). So while I won’t be completely replacing my silicone breasts with the Miracle Push-Up (I do still like the weight and bounce of silicone), I will definitely be taking advantage of it when I travel or wear low cut shirts

I don’t suppose that I mentioned I was leaving on a trip, but I just got home from a 3-week stay in Beijing, China. And what’s a gurl like me doing in the People’s Republic you might ask? Well business of course And not of the porn variety either! Apparently the Chinese government is not particularly fond of porn and does a reasonably thorough job of blocking access to websites and the like that might supply such inappropriate material. Though there is certainly no shortage of adult toy stores (which I was quite surprised to discover). Tempted as I was to buy an official Chinese sex toy, the idea of sticking something from one of those stores into my body just didn’t feel quite right - they just don’t look as hygienic as the squeaky clean Hustler stores we have back in the States, where sales associates will gladly demonstrate a product with their portable hand sanitizer doused fingers.

I don’t think China’s too fond of crossdressers either, as they are still slow to accept even homosexuality . . . and at least from a social norms standpoint, I think transgenderism is probably a bit farther out there. I certainly didn’t want to push my luck while I was there.

Anyway, I at least didn’t waste my time while in my all-expenses-paid 5-star hotel room, and I didn’t forget about my members while over there I took advantage of the nice couch, great view, and oversized shower to do some fun shoots like the one below. And I kept the site updated by accessing my databases via my hosting provider. Hey, a gurl’s gotta have priorities!

Told you it was a nice view, didn’t I? I felt pretty classy in my pattern printed nylon stockings which seem to strangely match the lights of Beijing from my hotel room window. I topped it all off with a nice corset and designer heels that I had originally brought along for my girlfriend Allie to wear in a shoot . . . but she couldn’t stay with me the whole time I was there, and we ran out of time. Sad day. So I had to solo my shoots. Don’t worry, I’m sure you’ll still enjoy them

I did this a while ago now, but it’s been forever since I’ve posted on the blog . . . so I thought I would start up again with the announcement of my refurbished Katie’s Closet area of TheCrossdresser.com (sorry, members only. but don’t worry, it’s easy to join if you click the link ). Since crossdressing is really all about the clothes, I’ve always put a lot of emphasis on what I’m wearing in a set. And if you’re anything like me you get a little rush rummaging through a girl’s panty drawer. So putting the two together, I built Katie’s Closet, my very own virtual crossdressing closet where you can search for photos and videos by what I’m wearing. Anyway, that’s sort of the old news. The new news is that I rebuilt my closet with some snazzy new graphics . . . and a new section dedicated to Allie’s outfits

If you’ve been out of the loop for a while, Allie is my girlfriend and is quickly becoming a significant part of my website. So I thought it was only fitting to give her a little room on my site where members can rummage through her panty drawer as well

In honor of all this panty drawer talk, I thought I’d show off a bit of my own panty collection for those of you who aren’t lucky enough to be site members. Whenever I update my closet with thumbs from a new photo set, it never ceases to amaze me just how many pairs of panties I’ve worn in my life, hehe. And really these aren’t all the panties I’ve worn, just the ones I’ve taken pics of! I guess a real girl wears a lot of panties and never thinks twice about it, but as a crossdresser, each pair of panties is kind of special. And I imagine most crossdressers haven’t worn nearly as many pairs as I have. Anyway, here is just a small sample of the panty pictures you can find inside my site.

And a post like this just wouldn’t be complete without some samples from Allie’s panty drawer as well. I know Allie has worn a lot more panties than I have, but since she’s new to the site (and to having someone take pictures of her in her panties ) she doesn’t have as many pairs in her virtual panty drawer. Yet. Don’t worry, I will be adding more regularly! She looks almost as good in panties as I do, don’t you think?

I’m pretty sure I have an addiction. Well, probably several of them, but they’re all related. I love buying things for sex. Sex toys, lingerie, pantyhose, vegetables, hardware . . . if it can be used for sex there’s a good bet that I either have it, or am saving up to buy it. Normally I can keep my addiction(s) under control, but doing this whole long distance relationship thing with Allie is making it really tough - you see, I know she’s going to be in town for the holidays for three whole weeks. And given that on average we have sex 2-3 times every day when we’re together and will probably do a couple crossdressing photo shoots every week for the website . . . I need enough toys and outfits to keep us entertained! Or at least it creates an irresistible excuse to buy lots of toys and outfits.

At the rate I’m going right now, I will max out my credit card before Allie gets here I think I spent around $300 yesterday alone on sex supplies. Let me tell you, it gets expensive trying to find outfits for two models. But what’s a tgirl to do? Curious about what I’ve got in the works? Well I can’t make any promises as some of this will depend on the condition of my bank account at the end of the month . . . but here’s my combination shopping list / wish list. I’m not telling what I might have already bought, as I have some surprises for Allie in mind , but I will definitely let you know how the photos go

Oh, and if you want to make a donation to help with my tgirl “X”mas shopping, sign up for a membership to my site, or I also happily accept PayPal donations. (EDIT 12/17/09: I did happily accept PayPal donations . . . until they decided to close my account for violating their terms of use. Funny, I checked those terms of use very carefully before posting this and did not see any problems . . . so guess you will just have to join my site).

- Feeldoe double dildo for Allie to fuck my poor little crossdresser ass with
- Birdlocked chastity device for Allie to lock my sissy cock in while she enjoys my ass
- Leather harness for Allie to wear while she dominates me
- Wolford thigh highs to compliment Allie’s new leather harness
- Black lace garter belt to hold up Allie’s thigh highs
- Matching panties from Victoria Secret - wouldn’t that be adorable?
- Thigh-high leather boots to complete the dominatrix outfit
- Violet and black teddy from Victoria Secret - sooooo sexy, though I’m not sure who will end up wearing it
- Sissy maid outfit from BirchPlace Shop . . . what better outfit to get sissified in?
- Large blue ball gag so I can keep Allie quiet when I switch roles on her (shhhhh ). Too perfect since I know how much she likes sucking on my blue balls!
- Hitachi Magic Wand for me to use on Allie while she’s tied up with her mouth full of the ball gag. She’s really going to be in trouble!
- Short sweater dress for Allie to wear with her wool tights and fuzzy boots for a nice winter photoset (maybe even in the snow if we get any)
- Inflatable butt plug - don’t ask, it was her idea
- Cucumbers
- Strawberries
- Matching t-strap mary janes - I found a pair that would be perfect for a schoolgirl set
- Patterned pantyhose - way hot and very in style this year, there are so many patterns I want to get!
- Cock rings - I’m still searching for the perfect one . . .

I’ve always enjoyed my slightly trampy teen look and turned my nose up at most refined designer fashion. Which in retrospect is a bit strange, since I have an absolute obsession with pantyhose and stockings, and I find vintage lingerie and makeup quite attractive . . . anyway, I suppose I just never thought I could pull it off. Or didn’t want to feel old. Who knows. But recently I’ve started to develop my taste for the finer things in life. Like single malt scotch, sushi, and Betsey Johnson shoes. I’ve never been one to indulge myself in designer label clothing, probably because as a crossdresser I only wear my clothes for an hour in front of the camera and then I’m off to find a new outfit. But when my girlfriend Allie asked me to buy her a pair of designer heels . . . I just couldn’t turn her down And if I thought it was hard to turn her down when she showed me a picture of the shoes, she had me trembling on my knees when I bought them for her and she put them on . . .

It wasn’t long after Allie slipped her stocking clad toes into these sexy sandals and tied the decadent bow around her ankle that I was begging for permission to do so much as lick her satin wrapped stiletto heels. Ok, maybe part of it was the fact that she had spent the past 24 hours in our hotel room teasing me and using my tongue to reach orgasm after blissful orgasm . . . all while keeping careful watch over my engorged clitty so that I couldn’t cum myself Needless to say, Betsey Johnson and I became quite well acquainted by the end of the weekend!

I know it sounds awful, but you know how I like to be tortured . . . especially when I’m dolled up in my finest crossdresser stockings and told that I’m going to be an obedient sex slave for the weekend And speaking of the weekend, we spent it in a 5-star resort hotel. For free. So I really couldn’t complain about being forced to dress up and give my girlfriend repeated orgasms on camera. Besides, I knew she’d eventually give in and let me cum . . .

. . . And damn was it a good orgasm when Allie finally let my overfilled crossdresser balls empty their cum all over her sexy velvet gloves and my sheer 7 denier stockings I was so preoccupied with relieving the pressure that when we finally got the camera and scene all set up and I felt Allie’s mouth envelop my crotch and her gloved hands running up my thighs . . . I completely forgot about everything except cumming. Don’t worry, I did manage to hold down the shutter button on the camera at least and get some amazing photos . . . but I was worthless for anything else at that point

Ok, and don’t tell Allie about this part, but when she was in the shower cleaning up after the set . . . I tried on her Betsey Johnson heels . . . and oh my god are they amazing. Now I just have to figure out how to convince her to let me wear her designer shoes for a crossdressing shoot some day

Ok, well actually I never really left. But I’m back to blog writing I had a very busy summer with lots of work (boo), lots of travel (yeah!), and lots of sex Lots of sex because . . . I have a new girlfriend, and she loves sex as much as I do. Don’t worry, she is totally cool with my crossdressing, and she’s even been helping me out with some shoots for the website. Actually, lots of shoots for the website. And I don’t mean as the camera-girl either. No, my girl loves getting in on some hot crossdressing action, and she’s not the least bit camera shy.

Too good to be true? Take a peek for yourself at my girlfriend’s hot ass and stocking clad legs as she strokes my clitty and kisses me:

Want to watch as she sucks the cum right out of my crossdresser cock? Bet you wish your girlfriend would dress you up in womens clothes and tease you like mine does Don’t worry, even if you can’t find a girl who loves her guy in pantyhose and a short skirt you can always head over to TheCrossdresser.com and check out my hot crossdressing pics. It’s ok, you can touch yourself through your panties while you look at them, I won’t tell. Maybe I’ll even invite you to join in the fun!

I decided to play around with lighting again yesterday. Every now and then I get an urge to do a really elaborate set for the website, so I drag out all of my lighting equipment, rearrange the furniture, and spend a good 8 hours between setup and shooting. Sure, TheCrossdresser.com is primarily an excuse to dress up in pantyhose and other girly clothes, fuck myself with my collection of toys, and entice other girls, boys, and crossdressers to cum play with me . . . but it’s also an excuse to work on my photography skills and capture beautiful images that I can be proud of.

See? Look out fashion magazines, here I come! Ok, maybe not. But it’s still fun to try out new things with crazy lighting arrangements. And yes, sometimes the lights even inspire my poses - My lights were upsidedown here (on the floor), so I thought maybe I should be upside down too Seriously, I come up with these things mid shoot . . . which perhaps explains a lot about my photography. And my sex life!

I actually liked this lighting arrangement so much that I did a second shoot this weekend with a very similar setup. But in the spirit of trying new things, I went with a classy all glass theme - complete with a brand new glass dildo That’s not exactly the same dildo, but it’s pretty close. I have some other cool glass dildos in my store, so check those out too. Glass is actually really difficult to photograph well (even when it’s not stuck inside my ass ), but it was no sweat for my fancy lighting.

Check out the perfect reflections on the surface of my glass table and the end of my dildo that’s still visible. The crochet pantyhose I picked out for this set worked perfectly too - my dildo caught enough light to glow from under my pantyhose that were holding it tightly inside. I love the idea of a pair of pantyhose holding a toy in place (and yes, it feels great too!), but usually it ends up making it too difficult to see the toy through the pantyhose. Not so for my new glass anal plug and studio lights! Ok, and having a pair of pantyhose that were already full of holes helped too

And speaking of pantyhose, check out the crochet tights layered with nylon full fashion thigh highs. It’s hard to find good layered pantyhose porn, but not at The Crossdresser .com. I love layers, and I know how to make sure you can see each and every layer of nylon wrapped around my long tgirl legs (or sometimes other long tgirl parts ). Heavily textured tights are great for showing through a very sheer pair of stockings. It’s extra yummy when the nylon slouches down a little, so I made sure to get some nice crossdressing pics of that too. Hope you enjoy!

I know I’ve mentioned it before, but I love doing special requests for my members I just really get off on the idea of making someone’s exact fantasy come true. I guess lots of porn sites let members “suggest” sets for the models to do, but at TheCrossdresser.com I handle requests differently - I actually enjoy hearing from my members and letting them tell me exactly what they want to see in all the graphic details they care to provide!

Here’s a photo from a request that I just posted this weekend. You’ll probably notice two things right away that seem out of place. First, I’m barefoot - no pantyhose or socks in sight, though there is a cute pair of strappy sandals sitting next to me. Second, I’m not wearing a skirt or dress - in case you can’t tell, I’m actually in a swimsuit. These may well be two of the rarest things to see me with (or without as the case may be) in a set, and here I am doing both in the same photo!

The reason for this outfit of course is because a member requested it - specifically, a set where I’m “barefoot and cum on my toes, preferably in a bathing suit and starting the scene in a pair of flip flops or strappy sandals”. He also requested that I point my bare toes at the camera while I toy my pussy and masturbate (which i also did exactly to order, but you’ll have to sign up to my website to see that photo! As well as the ones of me cumming gallons on my bare feet )

Ok, so the point of telling you all this is that I put a lot of effort into doing a request EXACTLY the way it’s requested. I’m not just trying to get free inspiration for sets, I really want to make your personal fantasy come true Because even if your personal fantasy isn’t something I normally do, or isn’t something I’d normally be into . . . the thought of how excited I will make you when I play out your fantasy perfectly will have me rock hard and soaking my panties in no time And in case you don’t believe me about really trying hard just for you, or about how excited it will get me . . . here’s an email I got this morning in response to my barefoot swimsuit set:

Hello Katie! WOW! Your photo shoot that you did for me has to be one of the hottest ever! I’ve never had a request go so perfectly to my wishes. Thank you so much! I’ve already cum once looking at your perfect feet and I’m sure I will many more times. I could tell how turned on you were in some of the shots where you had your toy in you because I could see a little precum dripping from your clit even before you came!! YUM!! Your poses were perfect and that cumshot was amazing! I wanted to lick it off your pretty pedicured toes. I thoroughly enjoyed this set Katie! You are the best honey! Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!!! Hope there is a video cuming soon. xoxo

So . . . when are you going to join and submit your own request?

I don’t know why, but I’ve always had a thing for braces. To the point that it’s a pretty serious fetish of mine, along the lines of pigtails, schoolgirl uniforms, redheads, and pantyhose. Not that those fetishes are in any way related Yes, my formative sexual years were spent at a catholic grade school staring enviously at my female classmates. And while there weren’t very many pigtailed redheads with braces who regularly wore pantyhose under their uniforms, you can still start to see where I developed my interests!

Anyway, I always wished that I needed orthodontic braces. I know, a very strange thing for a kid to wish for. But probably no stranger than wishing that I could put on a pair of magical pantyhose and transform into a real girl at will So naturally when I started making the transforming into a girl fantasy come to life by sharing my crossdressing photos online, I also started looking for cosmetic braces. And I’m proud to say that after years of searching, I’ve finally found some!

I’m pretty excited about my new orthodontic braces, so I’ve been wearing them a lot. Though don’t worry, if you’re not into braces these aren’t permanent - they are a veneer that I can put on when I want and take off when I want. How cool is that? And they actually look pretty realistic, don’t you think? I spent a ton of time searching for these things.

Generally there are only 2 types of cosmetic braces in the world - halloween costume braces, and retainers made by dentists. The former look like crap, and the later you really have to be comfortable with your dentist to request (and that’s no guarantee he will know how or be willing to make them). Real retainers are also uber expensive, and don’t expect your insurance to pitch in for them! Anyway, I found these veneers I’ve been wearing at Dental Distortions. They make orthodontics that are used in Hollywood - including fangs, missing teeth, and you guessed it, braces! So if you’re into braces or any other type of orthodontic modification, and you want a non-permanent but realistic effect, I highly recommend them

The Crossdresser .com is upgrading to a dedicated server! And of course, all my sister websites like TGirl’s Blog are coming along with it. This means I will have an entire dual core Xeon computer completely dedicated to delivering my hot crossdressing content around the globe I’m pretty excited, and while you might not notice any differences after the upgrade (other than my pages loading a little faster), it will save me a TON of headaches. No more bandwidth spikes to worry about, no more running out of storage space, and I will be gaining a fully redundant RAIN backup of my entire site (which means no lost files in case of an emergency).

So you see, all of this will ensure that *all* of my photoshoots and videos end up on the web available for your download and enjoyment, plus it frees me up to focus on making *new* photos for my members

Ok, and while I’m being all excited about this new development for the site, it’s about time I mentioned how wonderful my hosting company is - sure, Way3 has great prices and fast servers, but they also have the most amazing customer service I’ve ever seen. I think the longest I’ve ever had to wait for a response (from a real person) is about 60 seconds . . . and the longest I’ve had to wait to get a problem completely fixed is around 5min. When you compare that to my old host where my site would go completely offline and take a week to get up and running again . . . Way3 is pretty amazing Add on top of that the fact that they’ve waived the bandwidth overage charges for my site when I get a mysterious spike in traffic, increased my storage space as my site expanded without charging me, etc. I really can’t say enough good things about them.

So if you’re looking into making a website, I highly recommend Way3 hosting - and tell them I sent you