So you know how girls are addicted to things like purses and shopping, guys are addicted to things like tools and gadgets, and nerds are addicted to computers and books? Well . . . as a nerdy t-girl, I apparently get to be addicted to all of the above Maybe not the purses or tools so much, but I definitely have more than my fair share of addictions. And for whatever reason, when the weather starts to get cold I start buying stuff. It must have something to do with being less active, or not being able to go outside . . . but whatever causes it, it’s expensive!

My recent big purchase was Adobe Creative Suite 4 (that’s the new version of Photoshop, Illustrator, and Dreamweaver). That counts as a nerdy purchase I guess, but it’s also website related which makes it sort of a crossdressing purchase. Sort of. And then I realized that I didn’t know how to use my new software very well, and considering what I paid for it I’m not about to let it go unused. So I had to buy some books to learn how to use all my new software.

Then I decided that it was about time to buy wig stands for a couple wigs I have that I’d been hanging over doorknobs and the like. Definitely a tgirl purchase. And while I was at it I bought some smaller breastforms to wear with strappy tops. You know, just so I could combine shipping.

And the other day I was at the hardware store (picking up some stuff I actually needed), and of course I wandered around a bit . . . and I found a set of worksite lights (you know, the big quartz lamps you can light up your entire yard with) on sale for 80% off. So of course I couldn’t pass those up. I’m going to use them as studio lighting, but really, did I need another 1200W of light?

I can justify most of this stuff as investments in the website, and to be honest they are all things that I will use regularly and probably make me more productive . . . but I also just really wanted them Oh well, guess I will find out in a few months (tax time) if I overspent or underspent this year! Wish me luck!

Would you believe that this chick used to have a big hard cock like me?! You’d never know, even with a closeup of her pussy like the pics you can get at Ladyboy Pussy. Trust me, I looked!

This is my friend Cherry, and boy does she have a cherry to be popped See, I knew Cherry back before she had a cherry – and there was a nice uncut cock between her legs instead. Cherry always wished she had a pussy instead of a dick though, so she saved up some money and had sex reassignment surgery. Thankfully, Cherry didn’t lose her sex drive as a post-op. Actually she’s hornier than ever and one of the numerous postop transsexual stars on a new porn site

C’mon, I know you want to see what a real TG pussy looks like! I sure did, that’s why I joined Ladyboy Pussy as soon as I found out about it.  I figured with such a specialty niche that they’d only have a couple models with a couple sets each, but boy was I wrong! There are already 11 postop models plus more amateur sets than I felt like counting, and each of the regular models has multiple sets with high res professional images.

Looking for closeup tgirl pussy shots? Don’t worry, you get to see each of these ladyboys’ pussies in exquisite detail. Seriously, you won’t find this kind of thing anywhere else, especially not in such high quality!

Don’t worry, I’m never going to get my dick chopped off, but I’ve sure always been curious what a fake pussy looks like . . . and now I don’t have to wonder anymore – they are amazing and sexy! Oh, did I mention you get to see these postop pussies fingered and stuffed with big dildos? Yup! See them in action too. This is a once in a lifetime chance to check out the stuff fantasies are made of Don’t believe me? Well here are two pics of Ammy from Ladyboy Pussy, during and after having a big fat dong stuffed in her new pussy (look close at the second pic! If you want a better image though, you will have to join):

How cool is this, I have my own adult toystore now! Not only can I keep myself well stocked with new playthings, now I can keep you stocked too So next time you’re all alone at home and need someone to keep you company, pick up a nice vagina or ass to fuck while you look at my pics. Or maybe you need something to fill your holes with? This nice pink cock is just a little smaller than mine and should do a good job of training you to take the real thing

And of course if you need some great tgirl porn to go along with your new toy, I’m available for your pleasure 24/7 at The Crossdresser .com. Well, I’m not always at my computer, but my high res pics and HD videos are always online! And even if I don’t respond to your email in 5min, I do personally respond to every member email I get. That’s a promise What other porn site offers you that?

Ok, enough selling. Just wanted to let you know about the new store. And as I try out new toys, I will be posting reviews and direct links to buy them if you want. Now that would be fun, knowing that you’re playing with the exact same toy I’m using in the set you’re looking at . . .

So . . . what do you think? It really took me awhile to get used to my new hair color, just because I’m used to seeing myself with brown or red hair. But I decided it was time to branch out and see if blonds really do have more fun

It’s definitely growing on me though. I’m not convinced that I’m having more fun as a blond, but it’s certainly a fun change. My first set with this hair came out kind of funky, and I was like “nope, blond just isn’t my thing”. But I decided to give it another try just in case. Good thing I did, because it turns out it was just the styling I had done that made it look funny. I’m still learning what to do (and not do!) with this cut in terms of styling my hair, but I’ve at least gotten to a point where I can make it look halfway decent.

I was always worried that blond wouldn’t look natural on me. Come to think of it, I was worried about the same thing with red. But I was a little more convinced that I could pull off a deep red color than I was with blond. Anyway, here’s proof that it no longer matters what color your eyebrows are – nobody will look twice if they don’t match your hair I think there are just so many people that die their hair now that most people have stopped noticing (or stopped caring). So if you’re worried about crossdressing with a wig of a (drastically) different hair color, put your fears aside – you can pull it off

I still think red is my favorite color and actually looks the best on me. But I’m glad I can add blond hair to my crossdressing repitoire There are definitely outfits and sets that just scream for blond. Ok, maybe not the trumpet-playing jazz set I used it for here, but other stuff like cheerleading and prostitute sets, hehe. Plus I think being blond makes me feel more slutty

I went out to a club this weekend for a Halloween party. Because Halloween is my favorite holiday. And it’s a great excuse to go out dressed Ok, well actually it was more of a bar than a club. With a drag show too (so I can dress there any old weekend and be comfortable).

Well anyway, there was a competition for best drag, and I was looking hot in my black nylon thigh highs with my garter belt peaking out from under my plaid wool miniskirt . . . not to mention my argoyle knee highs and saddle shoes with 6″ heels (‘cmon, you know me o:) ) So I was standing up there on stage, and I was the only contestant who got a cheer from the crowd (the whole crowd at that!), but the judges were the girls from the drag show . . . and they totally picked a drag king as the winner instead of me! I think they were just jealous. Or at least that’s my story

Ok, so after the contest this guy comes up to me and sits down at my table and feeds me some line about how I’m the prettiest girl in the bar, blah blah blah . . . and then he says “but I’d really like to know what you look like without the wig”. Ouch But whatever, I let him keep talking and he asks me my name. So obviously I told him my name’s Katie, and he says “no, your real name”. Grr, strike 2.  And here’s the final pitch, he asks me if I have a boyfriend or if I’m single (no big deal) and then continues with “you are gay, aren’t you?”. WTF is that?

So here’s the deal in case you’re reading this and didn’t understand the story.
1) A crossdresser when she’s dressed is a girl. She doesn’t want to be reminded that she’s not a “real” girl!
2) Did you miss lesson 1? Read it again.
3) Never ever assume that someone who is transgendered is gay. I don’t even care personally because I do enjoy cock, but that one pissed me off on principal.

And since this guy just really needed to rub in his ignorance a little more, I actually responded to his question and told him that I’m bi. To which he replied, “no, you’re either straight or you’re gay. Which do you like better?” Ignorant people make me mad

You know, it wouldn’t have been a big deal if he were asking questions like he wanted to know or understand. He was just so cocky and sure of himself, that was my real issue. Oh well, guess that’s what I get for hanging out at a hole-in-the-wall redneck gay bar

Nope, I’m not dead It’s just been a hectic month. But you’d know I wasn’t dead if you’d been watching my regular updates on my website! Sorry guys, updates for my members takes priority over diary entries. But don’t worry, I will keep posting on here especially as my life settles back down a bit. If you’re curious, I’ve been busy applying to new jobs because I don’t like my current one any more (my day job, not the porn job – I love my porn job! ).

So I finally broke down recently and bought some expensive makeup. Sephora to be exact. And I really like it It goes on smoothly and evenly, and it actually puts some color on my eyes (see the pic <= )! I was tired of only having bright colors in that really cheap makeup that doesn’t work, and all of my decent makeup (mid-range stuff like Covergirl) was in boring colors. The only stuff that was visible on my eyes were the dark colors, which aren’t very saturated and don’t show up on camera very well.

Shopping for Sephora makeup was a bit of a different story though. They have a ridiculous number of different lines, and it’s impossible to tell what’s what. I hate asking sales people for advice (especially when shopping for something like makeup!), which I guess is Sephora’s big thing – they don’t bug you while you shop, but they sort of expect you to try stuff out and ask for advice. I shouldn’t complain too much because I found exactly what I was looking for (bright colors), but the problem was that every line had bright colors and I had no idea which line would work best. So I mixed and matched some stuff, picking some stuff with middle of the road price tags . . . and turns out that worked just fine for me.

The lipstick, eyeliner, and mascara I got is amazing. I need to get more of those in different colors. The eyeshadow is great to use, and I love the effects I can get with the silver . . . but the pink stuff I got was a bit of a disappointment. The color isn’t as saturated as I had hoped, though in all fairness I think I’ve found a look that I really like where most of my color comes from the eyeliner – the shadow is just a subtle, well, shadow

Well here’s my new look I think it works well. The lipstick is a shade too light for me, so I’ll have to do something about that, but it’s certainly a start! Now I just need to save up enough money to buy some more colors – it’s expensive stuff, but it’s worth it

I have lots of pantyhose. Lots and lots of them. And what proper crossdresser wouldn’t? I mean, they are so silky smooth and sexy, and they make my legs look great in any outfit But they are so difficult to store! Ok, a lot of newer pantyhose come in crappy packaging and you’re just left with a loose pair of pantyhose or tights. But since these are all made of cotton or microfiber, with only a little nylon, I’ve found they can be hung on hangers quite nicely. I have seperate hangers for each different type of pantyhose or tights that I own, and this seems to work pretty well.

But I also have a collection of classic nylon pantyhose, the kind you buy in a department store, handle with exquisite care, and wrap carefully back up in their original package for storage. In fact, I have a collection of over 100 pairs of real vintage nylons too that are 30+ years old. So I wanted an appropriate way to keep them organized

If you happen to have this same problem storing pantyhose, here are the scale plans for an awesome hosiery storage box:

The outer box that I used is a plastic Sterilite container – one of the 41Qt low profile ones. So print out the plans, scale them up if you want, or just use the measurements. The three “dividers” are just 1/4″ plywood sheets, and the crossbar is a 1″ x 2″ pine board. Cut three 1/2″ deep slots in the crossbar, each just wider than a plywood sheet, this will hold everything straight. And put a #8 wood screw through the crossbar and into each divider. That’s it, all done!

Here’s a photo of mine, full of pantyhose I took out one “cube” of pantyhose so you can see the structure of the rack part.

Here you can see the plywood dividers, with the 1″ x 2″ pine crossbar. You can also see how the divider fits in the slot in the crossbar. And it only takes one screw per divider, since the slot keeps everything from wobbling. A little dot of woodglue before screwing together will also help.

And check out how nice all my pantyhose look organized in my new box! Hope this turns out to be useful for you too.

Yup, your favorite crossdresser is sponsoring an internet radio show about sex Actually two internet radio shows about sex. How cool, eh? The shows will be airing on Radio Dentata, a cool new adult-oriented radio station. Aside from the sex and gender shows, they also play some great music

Make sure to tune in to Sexuality Happens on Mondays at 10pm EST and Gender Talk on Mondays at 2:30am EST. Or catch the rebroadcast of the Sexuality Happens show Wednesdays at 11pm EST and Thursdays at 3:30am EST, and the Gender Talk show Mondays at 6pm EST.

Let me know if you hear my ad for The Crossdresser .com – I’m sponsoring the shows through October 9th, 2008!

Oh, and on a side note, sorry it’s been awhile since the last post. I was gearing up for a big special post this weekend when I lost power due to a storm that came through . . . and didn’t get electric back for 4 days! I guess I can’t complain too much since there were 900,000 other people in Cincinnati alone that also lost power . . . but it still sucked Anyway, I’m back now, and still have another exciting post to write soon

Wow, August has been a rough month. I can’t believe it’s almost over. I can’t believe the summer’s almost over. I feel like I’ve hardly been home. Maybe because I haven’t. But oh well, that’s life for a career tgirl I guess. At least I’ve kept up on weekly updates at The Crossdresser .com – my members are my priority, and I don’t like to let them down!

Well anyway, my travels did at least take me one interesting place: Iowa. I know, sounds really exciting, doesn’t it? Well the best kept secret in Iowa is their gas stations – I was so impressed, I bought this shirt at one of them:

That’s right, Iowa is home to the “Kum & Go” chain of gas stations! Now seriously, who gives a gas station a name like that And they must realize the implication of their name (even in Iowa) because their tagline is even “We Go All Out” . . . which I suppose is slightly better than “Stick It In and Pull It Out”.

Apparently now there are 430 Kum & Go’s in 12 states . . . basically pick a boring state, and they probably have a store there. If you go to the Kum & Go website (yes, it is actually www.KumAndGo.com) they claim their name kame from the initials of their founders: W.A. “Kum” Krause and T.S. “Go” Gentle. Riiiight. It does make you wonder though, could they possibly be that clueless?

So anyway, props to Iowa for keeping me entertained with thoughts of Cumming and Going all the way back to Ohio. :cheer: Definitely the highlight of my month.

I will be picking up again on the posts here shortly (and on topic crossdressing posts at that!), but I just couldn’t pass this one up.

It’s no surprise where the name of the Tantus Ace butt plug comes from. It looks like a giant spade stuck on a pole. The photo doesn’t do this thing justice – it’s 1.65″ across at its widest point, and 4.25″ long. This guy is no smooth insertion like those long cone-shaped butt plugs. The Ace flares out quickly and is a bit difficult to work in . . . but once it’s inside, the bulbous head rubs against your p-spot oh so nicely

Yes, it’s that last little feature that makes me love my Ace. I’ve never found another butt plug that can massage my prostate the same way. Now, there are some p-spot stimulators that can provide a more intense sensation, but for a completely hands-off toy, the Ace really hits the spot (no pun intended )

Tantus toys are also made of silicone, so they’re hypo-allergenic and easy to clean. Not to mention that it sounds cool to have silicone toys . . . It’s a bit firmer than latex, and more resilient. Both of which are important the way I abuse these things!

Speaking of abusing my toys, here I am trying to work the Ace into my tight ass. I told you, it’s no easy task! I’ve used this toy twice now, for two different photosets. If you work it in slowly, it really feels great to cum with the Ace in your ass (that’s what I did in my second set).

The first time I tried out the Ace though, I wasn’t careful enough. I spent a good 20 min struggling to get it in my ass (did I mention I have a really tight ass? ) and at the end of all that I really tore the shit out of myself. You would’ve thought I’d been anally raped without lube the way I was bleeding

Don’t worry, I healed up, learned my lesson, and didn’t take it out on the toy. The Tantus Ace is a lot of fun, but be careful with it! You can’t say I didn’t warn you . . .